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im one year older today! and it's okay.
i love bartholomew slash gregory for celebrating my birthday with me... but it just didn't feel special and nobody sung happy birthday to me and really meant it you know? i watched a movie with my friends and they sung it as i was searching up the title. my roommate's boyfriend hummed the song. it wasn't special.
when i was like 5 and thinking about how I'd be this old in 2024 I didn't really think I'd ever get there but now I'm there and I just don't want to grow up at all. I'd rather stay little. i don't want to grow up I don't want to get older and it's terrifying. now i have to start thinking about 2044, don't I? but I don't want to. I want to be a kid again. I don't want to grow up.
Gregory's birthday is next Sunday. Nobody will be here Sunday and it's making me so mad because I want to do something with him because he'll be here but I won't have the ability to do anything. I think I'll write him a story for his birthday but I have a week to do it so who knows. I just want my friends to be appreciated.
i love bartholomew slash gregory for celebrating my birthday with me... but it just didn't feel special and nobody sung happy birthday to me and really meant it you know? i watched a movie with my friends and they sung it as i was searching up the title. my roommate's boyfriend hummed the song. it wasn't special.
when i was like 5 and thinking about how I'd be this old in 2024 I didn't really think I'd ever get there but now I'm there and I just don't want to grow up at all. I'd rather stay little. i don't want to grow up I don't want to get older and it's terrifying. now i have to start thinking about 2044, don't I? but I don't want to. I want to be a kid again. I don't want to grow up.
Gregory's birthday is next Sunday. Nobody will be here Sunday and it's making me so mad because I want to do something with him because he'll be here but I won't have the ability to do anything. I think I'll write him a story for his birthday but I have a week to do it so who knows. I just want my friends to be appreciated.